Epic, A Grimm story by BymagaJones 14/?
Feb. 19th, 2016 11:16 pmChapter 13
Chapter 14
The next day, Monroe awakened from a deep sleep to find himself alone in bed. He stretched, feeling light and relaxed, his mind slowly coming online. It took a full two minutes before he remembered his breakdown the night before, and he shot up in bed, groaning as he ran a hand over his face. He’d been exhausted afterward, following Nick upstairs like some sort of dazed puppy. They’d stopped at the bathroom, Nick sitting Monroe down on the toilet and wiping Monroe’s face with a tenderness that had Monroe’s eyes once again welling up with tears. The coolness of the damp washcloth soothed him, and he allowed Nick to pull him into Monroe’s bedroom. Monroe gently pushed Nick’s hands aside and took off his own clothes until he was just wearing his t-shirt and boxers. Nick had disrobed a little faster and had pulled back Monroe’s blankets, pushing Monroe into the bed and climbing in behind him.
Monroe had turned to face Nick, watching the moonlight shine in his eyes, and he wanted to say something, maybe thank you or I’m sorry, but he’d laid himself so bare that he didn’t know if he had any words left.
Nick had simply smiled at him, entangling their legs and pressing their foreheads together before closing his eyes with a sigh.
Monroe had closed his eyes as well and fallen into the first restful sleep he’d had in years.
Now that he was awake and alone, the morning sun shining into his room, Monroe groaned in mortification at how he’d behaved the night before. Blutbads didn’t sob onto their friends’ shoulders, didn’t docilely climb the stairs and fall into bed like some sort of child. How embarrassing.
It was done, he finally reminded himself, and today was delivery day. His phone sat on the windowsill, and he found himself smiling fondly when he realized that Nick must’ve left it there for him. After checking the time, he took a quick shower and ran down the stairs for a cup of coffee – which he didn’t quite get to before the doorbell rang with the first delivery.
He had his hands full the rest of the day with the living room set delivery and the cable guy, finally stopping to breathe around four that afternoon. His stomach growling, he headed into the kitchen to grab something quick to eat, only to be distracted by the arrival of the bedroom dressers and then the arrival of the patio furniture. Sighing internally, Monroe pointed to the patio door for two men and led the other two men upstairs to show them where he wanted the dressers placed.
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Nick had wanted to call Monroe all day, but he knew that Monroe would probably be busy directing furniture deliveries and checking cable and Internet connections. Monroe wasn’t the type to bare his soul, and Nick was worried that he was at the house regretting what had happened last night.
For his part, Nick was glad that Monroe had finally let it out. He knew that it didn’t magically make everything okay, but it was a step in the right direction. He wanted Monroe to feel safe with him, to feel like he could share anything with Nick and know he’d get support. So he focused on finding a couple of bail jumpers who looked like they might still be in town and resolved to get home as soon as he could.
He walked through the door a little after seven that night, muddy from having tackled a Klaustreich who’d been hiding out at his third girlfriend’s house. It took him a second to realize that the living room was now filled with an oversized sofa and matching chairs curving around a really elegant looking coffee table resting on a large carpet.
“This looks fantastic!” He said, turning to see the large television mounted on the wall, a small dark brown wooden entertainment center resting underneath it to contain the cable box and what looked like a DVD player and stereo.
“Everything look comfortable enough?” Monroe asked, the uncertainty in his eyes belying his snarky tone. Nick turned his attention to the overstuffed brown sofa with matching oversized chair, and Monroe added, “It’s leather, so it’ll grow softer and more supple in time, but the color shouldn’t fade. It’s tough, so it’ll be able to handle the kids with their sneakers and sodas and pizzas when they come over. And, you know, it breathes, so it’ll stay cool in the summer and warm in the winter.” He seemed to realize he was babbling as he took a breath and held it for a minute.
“Leather sounds perfect,” Nick said. “And I like the color.”
“I never really thought that black had a lot of depth; white gets dirty too easily. And of course red was out.”
“Of course,” Nick agreed.
“But I thought that the dark brown was a nice choice. We have forty-eight hours to change our minds, so…”
“Monroe, you made the perfect choice.”
“Of course I did,” Monroe sniffed, obviously pleased.
“Obviously, I’m gonna have to try out everything,” Nick said, “but I have to admit that it’s nice not to hear the echoes of my footsteps anymore.”
He made a move toward the sofa, but Monroe jumped in front of him. “You’re not getting mud over the new furniture,” Monroe declared. “Shoes off, and go upstairs.” Nick rolled his eyes but followed directions, hearing Monroe shout, “And take a shower while you’re up there!”
Nick came back downstairs after washing a disturbing amount of mud from places that should’ve been protected by clothing. After throwing his dirty clothes in the hamper Monroe had put inside the bathroom closet, he’d changed into sweats and a pair of thick socks, and one of his favorite, though threadbare, t-shirts. Following the noise, he found Monroe out in the chilly deck, putting together a chair. “The delivery men didn’t put this together?”
Monroe shook his head. “This way was cheaper. They aren’t that difficult, and once I did the first one, I haven’t had any problems with the others.”
“Can I help?”
Monroe gave one last twist of the screwdriver in his hand and stood, pressing a hand against his lower back. “That was it,” he said, sighing and looking around. His stomach grumbled loudly and he shot a guilty look toward Nick. “Sorry.”
“No lunch?” Nick said lightly, leading the way back inside the house.
“Umm, no,” Monroe said after a moment.
Nick looked at him reproachfully.
“What? I had delivery people with damaged chair legs, the Internet guy trying to do something creative because the signal isn’t strong enough out here or something. I had a guy trying to put both dressers in your bedroom despite the specific instructions I gave him.” Monroe sighed. “It’s been a day.”
“How about I make dinner?” Nick suggested, walking toward the kitchen.
“I don’t remember buying any frozen dinners,” Monroe said, following him.
“Very funny,” Nick said dryly, blocking Monroe from entering the kitchen. “Go back into the living room, lie down on that comfortable looking sofa, and turn on the TV. I got this.”
“But you don’t know where – ” Monroe started, looking nervous.
“And you’ll be right there in the living room for me to ask,” Nick said, turning Monroe around and giving him a little push. “Go.”
After one more worried look, Monroe headed over to the sofa.
Nick had scoped out the kitchen a little bit before leaving for work that morning, tossing Monroe’s congealed dinner into the trash, so he had a better idea of where Monroe had placed the dishes. He knew he had everything he needed for a simple pasta dish he used to make for him and Juliette. Deciding to brew a pot of decaf, he pulled out the coffee machine’s carafe, surprised to find it just as heavy as when he’d left it that morning. He noted the lack of dishes in the sink and pulled open the dishwasher to confirm his suspicions.
Fifteen minutes later, dinner was ready. “Do you want to eat in the living room or in the dining room?” Nick hadn’t had a chance for more than a casual glance in the dining room, but he’d spotted a table and a few chairs.
“Living room,” Monroe suggested, walking into the kitchen. “I’m not in love with the dining room, and one of the classic channels is airing a ‘Starsky and Hutch’ episode I don’t think I’ve seen.”
“Really? ‘Starsky and Hutch’?” Nick teased, but they both knew that he also enjoyed watching the show.
Nick handed Monroe the plates and then grabbed a couple of beers, twisting off the caps, before heading back into the living room. He sat on the sofa, groaning in pleasure as the soft – yet firm – leather greeted him. “Now this is what I’m talking about,” he said happily.
Monroe took his plate off the coffee table, doing a terrible job of trying to look enthusiastic. He did a double-take at the mound of food on his plate compared to Nick’s.
Keeping his eyes on the television but his focus on the man beside him, Nick said evenly, “I gave you more since you haven’t eaten all day.”
Monroe turned slightly toward Nick, opening his mouth.
“I may not still have the badge, but once a detective, always a detective,” Nick said.
It only took a second before Monroe leaned back with a sigh. “It wasn’t intentional. It feels like I blinked, and there you were, walking through the door.”
“You’re still healing,” Nick reminded him. “You need to keep up your strength.”
“I know,” Monroe said.
They remained silent for a few minutes before Monroe added, “I kind of got out of the habit of eating regularly. In Alaska, I’d just grab something when I felt hungry, and once I was taken, they’d just kind of throw chunks of meat in my cage.”
Nick could tell that Monroe wasn’t saying everything, but for now, he just wanted to make sure that Monroe felt full and comfortable and relaxed. “Now you can go back to your weider ways if you want.”
“Yeah,” Monroe sighed distractedly, adjusting his grip on the plate. Bringing it closer to his face, he sniffed delicately, his fork gripped by his nail-less fingers hovering over the food.
Rolling his eyes, Nick said, “It’s just boiled pasta with butter, sage, and cheese. It’s not going to jump up and smack you.”
“I know that,” Monroe said lamely, digging into the dish. He took a taste, paused, and nodded. “This is really good!” He grinned.
It was only then that Nick realized he’d been so focused on Monroe that he’d just been sitting there, stupid grin on his face. He forced himself to pick up his own fork and begin eating.
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Monroe was pleasantly surprised as he dug into the pasta dish Nick had made by himself, acknowledging that he probably needed to stop being such a food snob. He focused on the television, although a part of him remained sensitive to every movement Nick made beside him. He finished his dish in record time, ignoring Nick’s smirk as he rose to get them both seconds. Mindful of other pressing business, he also grabbed another two beers and set them on two coasters on the coffee table.
The program ended, and Monroe took their dishes into the kitchen, smiling at Nick’s softly worded thanks. Putting them into the sink to soak, he called, “Finish up that beer. We have some walking to do.”
“You better bring the rest of the beers then,” Nick called out.
Holding back a chuckle, Monroe started shoving bottles into his various pockets. He managed to hold a bottle between each of this fingers and gingerly walked into the living room. “Ready?”
Nick turned from staring out of the window and laughed, taking the four from Monroe’s left hand and shoving two into each of his front jean pockets. Monroe tried not to stare as Nick awkwardly tried to push one in his back pocket, but the jeans were just too tight. “Hmm, gonna have to hold the rest of these, I guess.”
“Go get your jacket; it’s still cold out there.”
Nick eyeballed Monroe’s strangely hanging chords and his flannel shirt, pockets awkwardly holding more beer. “Maybe I should grab my own flannel shirt. Two more pockets.” After pulling the two bottles out of his pockets and placing them on the coffee table, he bounced up the stairs, and Monroe let out a breath he hadn’t even realized he was holding.
He felt like he was splintered into pieces. He’d thought he’d gotten over the dramatics from the night before; turned out, all of the day’s activities had only helped him push them to the back of his mind so they could bide their time. But now he felt the emotions crowd him in the quiet room and headed for the deck, the bottles clinking together in his shaking hands as he awkwardly twisted the latch and practically pushed himself outside.
He barely managed to drop the bottles gently on the small table before falling to his hands and knees. Automatically reaching for the wolf within, he felt something small inside start to unfurl, a familiar stretching in his body. He threw back his head, feeling the howl in his chest, until whatever it was inside grew taut, allowing him no further. He remained there, panting, unable to stand even when he heard Nick thumping down the stairs.
“Monroe!” Nick fell to his knees, his hand warm against Monroe’s back.
“I’m okay,” Monroe said, gasping. He sat back on his haunches, realizing the full impact of what had just occurred. He grinned up at Nick. “It’s coming back.”
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Chapter 14
The next day, Monroe awakened from a deep sleep to find himself alone in bed. He stretched, feeling light and relaxed, his mind slowly coming online. It took a full two minutes before he remembered his breakdown the night before, and he shot up in bed, groaning as he ran a hand over his face. He’d been exhausted afterward, following Nick upstairs like some sort of dazed puppy. They’d stopped at the bathroom, Nick sitting Monroe down on the toilet and wiping Monroe’s face with a tenderness that had Monroe’s eyes once again welling up with tears. The coolness of the damp washcloth soothed him, and he allowed Nick to pull him into Monroe’s bedroom. Monroe gently pushed Nick’s hands aside and took off his own clothes until he was just wearing his t-shirt and boxers. Nick had disrobed a little faster and had pulled back Monroe’s blankets, pushing Monroe into the bed and climbing in behind him.
Monroe had turned to face Nick, watching the moonlight shine in his eyes, and he wanted to say something, maybe thank you or I’m sorry, but he’d laid himself so bare that he didn’t know if he had any words left.
Nick had simply smiled at him, entangling their legs and pressing their foreheads together before closing his eyes with a sigh.
Monroe had closed his eyes as well and fallen into the first restful sleep he’d had in years.
Now that he was awake and alone, the morning sun shining into his room, Monroe groaned in mortification at how he’d behaved the night before. Blutbads didn’t sob onto their friends’ shoulders, didn’t docilely climb the stairs and fall into bed like some sort of child. How embarrassing.
It was done, he finally reminded himself, and today was delivery day. His phone sat on the windowsill, and he found himself smiling fondly when he realized that Nick must’ve left it there for him. After checking the time, he took a quick shower and ran down the stairs for a cup of coffee – which he didn’t quite get to before the doorbell rang with the first delivery.
He had his hands full the rest of the day with the living room set delivery and the cable guy, finally stopping to breathe around four that afternoon. His stomach growling, he headed into the kitchen to grab something quick to eat, only to be distracted by the arrival of the bedroom dressers and then the arrival of the patio furniture. Sighing internally, Monroe pointed to the patio door for two men and led the other two men upstairs to show them where he wanted the dressers placed.
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Nick had wanted to call Monroe all day, but he knew that Monroe would probably be busy directing furniture deliveries and checking cable and Internet connections. Monroe wasn’t the type to bare his soul, and Nick was worried that he was at the house regretting what had happened last night.
For his part, Nick was glad that Monroe had finally let it out. He knew that it didn’t magically make everything okay, but it was a step in the right direction. He wanted Monroe to feel safe with him, to feel like he could share anything with Nick and know he’d get support. So he focused on finding a couple of bail jumpers who looked like they might still be in town and resolved to get home as soon as he could.
He walked through the door a little after seven that night, muddy from having tackled a Klaustreich who’d been hiding out at his third girlfriend’s house. It took him a second to realize that the living room was now filled with an oversized sofa and matching chairs curving around a really elegant looking coffee table resting on a large carpet.
“This looks fantastic!” He said, turning to see the large television mounted on the wall, a small dark brown wooden entertainment center resting underneath it to contain the cable box and what looked like a DVD player and stereo.
“Everything look comfortable enough?” Monroe asked, the uncertainty in his eyes belying his snarky tone. Nick turned his attention to the overstuffed brown sofa with matching oversized chair, and Monroe added, “It’s leather, so it’ll grow softer and more supple in time, but the color shouldn’t fade. It’s tough, so it’ll be able to handle the kids with their sneakers and sodas and pizzas when they come over. And, you know, it breathes, so it’ll stay cool in the summer and warm in the winter.” He seemed to realize he was babbling as he took a breath and held it for a minute.
“Leather sounds perfect,” Nick said. “And I like the color.”
“I never really thought that black had a lot of depth; white gets dirty too easily. And of course red was out.”
“Of course,” Nick agreed.
“But I thought that the dark brown was a nice choice. We have forty-eight hours to change our minds, so…”
“Monroe, you made the perfect choice.”
“Of course I did,” Monroe sniffed, obviously pleased.
“Obviously, I’m gonna have to try out everything,” Nick said, “but I have to admit that it’s nice not to hear the echoes of my footsteps anymore.”
He made a move toward the sofa, but Monroe jumped in front of him. “You’re not getting mud over the new furniture,” Monroe declared. “Shoes off, and go upstairs.” Nick rolled his eyes but followed directions, hearing Monroe shout, “And take a shower while you’re up there!”
Nick came back downstairs after washing a disturbing amount of mud from places that should’ve been protected by clothing. After throwing his dirty clothes in the hamper Monroe had put inside the bathroom closet, he’d changed into sweats and a pair of thick socks, and one of his favorite, though threadbare, t-shirts. Following the noise, he found Monroe out in the chilly deck, putting together a chair. “The delivery men didn’t put this together?”
Monroe shook his head. “This way was cheaper. They aren’t that difficult, and once I did the first one, I haven’t had any problems with the others.”
“Can I help?”
Monroe gave one last twist of the screwdriver in his hand and stood, pressing a hand against his lower back. “That was it,” he said, sighing and looking around. His stomach grumbled loudly and he shot a guilty look toward Nick. “Sorry.”
“No lunch?” Nick said lightly, leading the way back inside the house.
“Umm, no,” Monroe said after a moment.
Nick looked at him reproachfully.
“What? I had delivery people with damaged chair legs, the Internet guy trying to do something creative because the signal isn’t strong enough out here or something. I had a guy trying to put both dressers in your bedroom despite the specific instructions I gave him.” Monroe sighed. “It’s been a day.”
“How about I make dinner?” Nick suggested, walking toward the kitchen.
“I don’t remember buying any frozen dinners,” Monroe said, following him.
“Very funny,” Nick said dryly, blocking Monroe from entering the kitchen. “Go back into the living room, lie down on that comfortable looking sofa, and turn on the TV. I got this.”
“But you don’t know where – ” Monroe started, looking nervous.
“And you’ll be right there in the living room for me to ask,” Nick said, turning Monroe around and giving him a little push. “Go.”
After one more worried look, Monroe headed over to the sofa.
Nick had scoped out the kitchen a little bit before leaving for work that morning, tossing Monroe’s congealed dinner into the trash, so he had a better idea of where Monroe had placed the dishes. He knew he had everything he needed for a simple pasta dish he used to make for him and Juliette. Deciding to brew a pot of decaf, he pulled out the coffee machine’s carafe, surprised to find it just as heavy as when he’d left it that morning. He noted the lack of dishes in the sink and pulled open the dishwasher to confirm his suspicions.
Fifteen minutes later, dinner was ready. “Do you want to eat in the living room or in the dining room?” Nick hadn’t had a chance for more than a casual glance in the dining room, but he’d spotted a table and a few chairs.
“Living room,” Monroe suggested, walking into the kitchen. “I’m not in love with the dining room, and one of the classic channels is airing a ‘Starsky and Hutch’ episode I don’t think I’ve seen.”
“Really? ‘Starsky and Hutch’?” Nick teased, but they both knew that he also enjoyed watching the show.
Nick handed Monroe the plates and then grabbed a couple of beers, twisting off the caps, before heading back into the living room. He sat on the sofa, groaning in pleasure as the soft – yet firm – leather greeted him. “Now this is what I’m talking about,” he said happily.
Monroe took his plate off the coffee table, doing a terrible job of trying to look enthusiastic. He did a double-take at the mound of food on his plate compared to Nick’s.
Keeping his eyes on the television but his focus on the man beside him, Nick said evenly, “I gave you more since you haven’t eaten all day.”
Monroe turned slightly toward Nick, opening his mouth.
“I may not still have the badge, but once a detective, always a detective,” Nick said.
It only took a second before Monroe leaned back with a sigh. “It wasn’t intentional. It feels like I blinked, and there you were, walking through the door.”
“You’re still healing,” Nick reminded him. “You need to keep up your strength.”
“I know,” Monroe said.
They remained silent for a few minutes before Monroe added, “I kind of got out of the habit of eating regularly. In Alaska, I’d just grab something when I felt hungry, and once I was taken, they’d just kind of throw chunks of meat in my cage.”
Nick could tell that Monroe wasn’t saying everything, but for now, he just wanted to make sure that Monroe felt full and comfortable and relaxed. “Now you can go back to your weider ways if you want.”
“Yeah,” Monroe sighed distractedly, adjusting his grip on the plate. Bringing it closer to his face, he sniffed delicately, his fork gripped by his nail-less fingers hovering over the food.
Rolling his eyes, Nick said, “It’s just boiled pasta with butter, sage, and cheese. It’s not going to jump up and smack you.”
“I know that,” Monroe said lamely, digging into the dish. He took a taste, paused, and nodded. “This is really good!” He grinned.
It was only then that Nick realized he’d been so focused on Monroe that he’d just been sitting there, stupid grin on his face. He forced himself to pick up his own fork and begin eating.
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Monroe was pleasantly surprised as he dug into the pasta dish Nick had made by himself, acknowledging that he probably needed to stop being such a food snob. He focused on the television, although a part of him remained sensitive to every movement Nick made beside him. He finished his dish in record time, ignoring Nick’s smirk as he rose to get them both seconds. Mindful of other pressing business, he also grabbed another two beers and set them on two coasters on the coffee table.
The program ended, and Monroe took their dishes into the kitchen, smiling at Nick’s softly worded thanks. Putting them into the sink to soak, he called, “Finish up that beer. We have some walking to do.”
“You better bring the rest of the beers then,” Nick called out.
Holding back a chuckle, Monroe started shoving bottles into his various pockets. He managed to hold a bottle between each of this fingers and gingerly walked into the living room. “Ready?”
Nick turned from staring out of the window and laughed, taking the four from Monroe’s left hand and shoving two into each of his front jean pockets. Monroe tried not to stare as Nick awkwardly tried to push one in his back pocket, but the jeans were just too tight. “Hmm, gonna have to hold the rest of these, I guess.”
“Go get your jacket; it’s still cold out there.”
Nick eyeballed Monroe’s strangely hanging chords and his flannel shirt, pockets awkwardly holding more beer. “Maybe I should grab my own flannel shirt. Two more pockets.” After pulling the two bottles out of his pockets and placing them on the coffee table, he bounced up the stairs, and Monroe let out a breath he hadn’t even realized he was holding.
He felt like he was splintered into pieces. He’d thought he’d gotten over the dramatics from the night before; turned out, all of the day’s activities had only helped him push them to the back of his mind so they could bide their time. But now he felt the emotions crowd him in the quiet room and headed for the deck, the bottles clinking together in his shaking hands as he awkwardly twisted the latch and practically pushed himself outside.
He barely managed to drop the bottles gently on the small table before falling to his hands and knees. Automatically reaching for the wolf within, he felt something small inside start to unfurl, a familiar stretching in his body. He threw back his head, feeling the howl in his chest, until whatever it was inside grew taut, allowing him no further. He remained there, panting, unable to stand even when he heard Nick thumping down the stairs.
“Monroe!” Nick fell to his knees, his hand warm against Monroe’s back.
“I’m okay,” Monroe said, gasping. He sat back on his haunches, realizing the full impact of what had just occurred. He grinned up at Nick. “It’s coming back.”
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